Motherland
By Jasmine Low
For my mother, Shirley Cheah.
Written intermittently between 2003-2008.
Performed at Time Out KL's Launch Party in March 2008,
Frangipani Bar, Changkat Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur.
She’s there amongst us. She is our mother.
She is Chong Qing
As large as that 3,000 year old city of thirty one million individuals
She snuggles beside the thighs of Yangtze and Jialingjiang
And she breathes lifeLast Sunday he was significantly impressed
Spotting her in dancing unison at the people’s park
A duck rice meal and she was off like the Chung King expressQing Qing seals off her pregnant suitcase with red tape
Even redder is her passport, tightly concealed between her navel and navy jeans
And her cheeks, blossoming with that certain tell-tale glowThe women from China
My father would proclaim
Are so pure, so innocentThe women from China
My mother would blaim
Are so profane, so manipulativeThe women from China
And I, me in the middle
Are the centre of attention
We, are one for all
We travel on an express train from Dusseldorf to Prague
And visit several bleak european cities
We are the new age Chinese female
And they know as they look at us with suspectNationality aside
We look the same
As do Greeks, Italians and even DJs of Ibiza fame
But we dress, think and eat differentThose women from China
Say those other women of similar heritage
Who live in lovely manicured gated communities,
Are dangerous!They steal our husbands
They have children with the silly bastards
Then leave in search of their American Dream,
Leaving our poor bastards in a love stupor, unmasked and in troubleWe, are the new Chinese women
The daring females who voice opinions
We light up Chinatowns
And indulge in fusion conversationsQing Qing from Chong Qing
Dons her wings
She is ready to take flight
Like a newborn bird leaving its nest for the first timeFor when she lands
I will cease to exist
As I was once exotic, you see
Admired, desired, feared.But now the multiplicity in WE
Our long black manes
Our phonetically similar names
Make us no different than just two independent women
Yearning for some space in this crowded crowded world.
Plagiarising will give u callouses and bad breath.Copyright 2004-08 Jasmine Low. Send comments and feedback to girl_gungho@yahoo.com